1 00:00:05,664 --> 00:00:07,064 Billy came home late, 2 00:00:07,217 --> 00:00:09,508 must've been three, four in the morning. 3 00:00:09,733 --> 00:00:11,336 There was blood all over him. 4 00:00:13,930 --> 00:00:15,820 John's sleeping with Sandra again? 5 00:00:15,905 --> 00:00:18,634 - Yes. - Oh, Lori, I'm sorry. 6 00:00:19,191 --> 00:00:21,985 - I'm ready to confess. - Are you sure? 7 00:00:23,316 --> 00:00:25,359 Did you steal Erin's journals? 8 00:00:26,191 --> 00:00:27,610 I think I want a lawyer. 9 00:00:28,066 --> 00:00:30,027 Let's go to Dad's cabin. 10 00:00:30,524 --> 00:00:32,818 We go fishing again one last time. 11 00:00:33,274 --> 00:00:34,357 All set? 12 00:00:34,441 --> 00:00:36,644 Why did you burn Erin's journals? 13 00:00:37,858 --> 00:00:40,651 What was inside them that you were trying to hide? 14 00:00:42,274 --> 00:00:43,860 Get Mare on the phone. 15 00:01:05,978 --> 00:01:07,978 *MARE OF EASTTOWN* 00:01:13,405 Episode Title: "Sacrament" Aired on: May 30, 2021. 17 00:01:39,149 --> 00:01:40,566 Anything? 18 00:01:40,650 --> 00:01:42,107 Still not going through. 19 00:01:42,191 --> 00:01:44,566 Her radio's not picking up either. 20 00:01:44,650 --> 00:01:46,346 Contact the local station up there. 21 00:01:46,431 --> 00:01:47,550 Let them know what's going on, 22 00:01:47,634 --> 00:01:48,940 and have them send some cars over 23 00:01:49,024 --> 00:01:51,193 - to check on that cabin. - Copy. 24 00:02:02,733 --> 00:02:04,607 Where'd you get this picture? 25 00:02:04,691 --> 00:02:07,440 Uh, I found it in one of Erin's journals. 26 00:02:07,524 --> 00:02:11,023 Does Dylan Hinchey know that John Ross is DJ's real father? 27 00:02:11,107 --> 00:02:14,276 No. I hid the picture from him. 28 00:02:15,441 --> 00:02:18,776 You never answered my question about burning Erin's journals. 29 00:02:19,232 --> 00:02:20,818 It was my idea. 30 00:02:21,407 --> 00:02:22,853 I thought if the police found them, 31 00:02:22,938 --> 00:02:25,318 there might be something, like, written in there. 32 00:02:25,982 --> 00:02:27,443 Something like? 33 00:02:28,775 --> 00:02:30,068 That. 34 00:02:30,524 --> 00:02:32,816 Like who DJ's real father was. 35 00:02:32,900 --> 00:02:35,610 Dylan wanted his parents to keep DJ. 36 00:02:36,232 --> 00:02:37,774 He told us it would break their hearts 37 00:02:37,858 --> 00:02:39,440 if he got taken away. 38 00:02:39,524 --> 00:02:41,110 That was his reason. 39 00:02:41,358 --> 00:02:43,566 What was yours? 40 00:02:43,650 --> 00:02:46,276 I thought that's what Erin would have wanted, too. 41 00:02:48,399 --> 00:02:50,651 I was just trying to honor my friend. 42 00:03:55,441 --> 00:03:57,857 So that's why you wanted to bring me out here, huh? 43 00:03:57,941 --> 00:04:00,359 Make it look like I blew my brains out. 44 00:04:01,441 --> 00:04:03,401 It's the only way I can be sure. 45 00:04:04,399 --> 00:04:05,691 Right. Right. 46 00:04:05,775 --> 00:04:08,427 You just throw me into the river and carry on with your life. 47 00:04:08,982 --> 00:04:11,898 Go ahead, John. Right here, huh? 48 00:04:11,982 --> 00:04:13,898 Right here so there's no doubt. 49 00:04:13,982 --> 00:04:15,732 Everyone thinks I killed her anyway, 50 00:04:15,816 --> 00:04:17,943 and no one's gonna miss a fuck-up like me. 51 00:04:19,358 --> 00:04:21,902 - Do it, John! - Please be quiet, Billy. Just... 52 00:04:23,066 --> 00:04:25,148 - I'm sorry. - Don't be sorry. 53 00:04:25,232 --> 00:04:28,234 You'd be doin' me a favor, John. 54 00:04:29,733 --> 00:04:31,065 Go ahead, John. 55 00:04:31,149 --> 00:04:34,068 Like you said, you got a family and I got nobody. 56 00:04:35,524 --> 00:04:37,027 Just pull the trigger. 57 00:04:38,650 --> 00:04:40,566 It's what I fucking want. 58 00:04:40,650 --> 00:04:43,440 Pull the trigger. Pull the trigger, John! 59 00:04:43,524 --> 00:04:45,691 - Shut the fuck up, Billy! - Do it, John! 60 00:04:46,982 --> 00:04:49,114 - Do it! - Shut your fucking mouth! 61 00:04:49,816 --> 00:04:53,482 - Fucking shit! - Just do it, John, okay? 62 00:04:53,566 --> 00:04:55,234 Jesus fucking Christ. 63 00:04:58,733 --> 00:05:00,065 Do it, John. 64 00:05:00,149 --> 00:05:02,607 Ju... Do it. Just pull the fucking trigger, John. 65 00:05:02,691 --> 00:05:04,107 John! 66 00:05:04,191 --> 00:05:07,634 Put the gun down! Put the fucking gun down! 67 00:05:13,316 --> 00:05:15,401 Put the fucking gun down! 68 00:05:16,805 --> 00:05:18,167 No! 69 00:05:21,566 --> 00:05:22,818 John! 70 00:05:41,775 --> 00:05:43,027 John! 71 00:05:56,024 --> 00:05:58,274 I didn't do it, Mare. 72 00:05:58,358 --> 00:05:59,978 Just fucking kill me, Mare. 73 00:06:00,063 --> 00:06:03,315 Mare, please. Please just fucking kill me. 74 00:06:03,453 --> 00:06:05,580 Mare, please. 75 00:06:06,024 --> 00:06:08,318 Just fucking kill me, please. 76 00:06:09,733 --> 00:06:12,318 Mare, just fucking kill me, please. 77 00:06:22,941 --> 00:06:25,732 - Can you save it? - No. 78 00:06:25,816 --> 00:06:29,318 It already itches like crazy and it smells like shit. 79 00:06:32,107 --> 00:06:35,985 Jess Riley came to the station earlier. 80 00:06:36,274 --> 00:06:37,274 She found this 81 00:06:37,358 --> 00:06:40,401 hidden inside one of Erin McMenamin's journals. 82 00:06:43,232 --> 00:06:45,693 Wanted his brother to take the fall for him. 83 00:06:57,566 --> 00:06:58,902 You all right? 84 00:07:02,441 --> 00:07:03,735 Not really. 85 00:07:05,691 --> 00:07:07,443 But you're gonna survive. 86 00:07:13,524 --> 00:07:14,776 Good. 87 00:07:24,816 --> 00:07:26,401 Where do you want me to start? 88 00:07:31,358 --> 00:07:34,107 When did you begin 89 00:07:34,191 --> 00:07:37,440 having a sexual relationship with Erin McMenamin? 90 00:07:37,524 --> 00:07:41,816 It was at the family reunion at Lake Harmony late one night. 91 00:07:41,900 --> 00:07:44,568 Billy, he'd been, uh... 92 00:07:45,191 --> 00:07:47,318 drinking all afternoon. 93 00:07:48,274 --> 00:07:50,190 Got a little rowdy. 94 00:07:50,274 --> 00:07:51,985 I went over to check on him. 95 00:07:53,900 --> 00:07:55,982 He was sharing a cabin with Kenny and Erin. 96 00:07:56,066 --> 00:07:59,943 And, uh, Kenny and Billy were passed out. 97 00:08:01,274 --> 00:08:03,068 Erin was on the front porch. 98 00:08:03,691 --> 00:08:05,440 And then we just started talking. 99 00:08:05,524 --> 00:08:06,774 And she said she couldn't sleep, 100 00:08:06,858 --> 00:08:09,610 and, um, we decided to go for a walk. 101 00:08:10,858 --> 00:08:14,232 Ended up, uh, talking all night. 102 00:08:14,316 --> 00:08:15,610 And then... 103 00:08:18,107 --> 00:08:19,443 we kissed. 104 00:08:20,358 --> 00:08:23,276 That's when we started, uh, hanging out. 105 00:08:24,933 --> 00:08:26,649 Started having sex? 106 00:08:28,775 --> 00:08:31,651 It wasn't just sex, okay? 107 00:08:32,399 --> 00:08:34,399 Yes, there was sex. 108 00:08:34,483 --> 00:08:35,982 It was... 109 00:08:36,066 --> 00:08:38,571 We were both having a hard time. 110 00:08:38,656 --> 00:08:41,282 She... I mean, she... was having problems at home, 111 00:08:41,367 --> 00:08:45,193 and then... things between Lor and me weren't great. 112 00:08:46,358 --> 00:08:48,982 We could confide in each other 113 00:08:49,066 --> 00:08:51,982 in... in ways that we couldn't confide with other people. 114 00:08:52,066 --> 00:08:56,193 I mean, we had this connection. 115 00:09:04,358 --> 00:09:08,152 Erin, uh, got pregnant and, uh... 116 00:09:10,650 --> 00:09:13,985 I asked her to get, uh, an abortion. 117 00:09:14,274 --> 00:09:15,566 She wouldn't. 118 00:09:15,650 --> 00:09:19,148 Obviously, the truth was not okay. 119 00:09:19,232 --> 00:09:21,190 And she was dating Dylan Hinchey at the time, 120 00:09:21,274 --> 00:09:22,860 and we just... 121 00:09:23,816 --> 00:09:28,023 let Dylan assume that he was DJ's dad. 122 00:09:28,107 --> 00:09:31,401 Walk us through the night of January tenth. 123 00:09:33,941 --> 00:09:38,898 I was at the Forest Lodge. Frank's engagement party. 124 00:09:38,982 --> 00:09:41,732 Erin, uh, she called me a bunch of times. 125 00:09:41,816 --> 00:09:43,524 Wait, there were no, uh... 126 00:09:43,608 --> 00:09:46,399 There were no calls made to your number from... 127 00:09:46,483 --> 00:09:48,232 Uh, not in her cell records. 128 00:09:48,316 --> 00:09:53,234 No. We had these prepaid phones that we would use... 129 00:09:54,274 --> 00:09:56,399 so we could talk without Lori knowing. 130 00:09:56,483 --> 00:09:59,315 She knew she wasn't supposed to call me on my regular line, 131 00:09:59,399 --> 00:10:01,607 but that night, she did. She was upset. 132 00:10:01,691 --> 00:10:04,065 She said she was gonna tell Lori everything 133 00:10:04,149 --> 00:10:05,399 if I didn't meet up with her. 134 00:10:05,483 --> 00:10:08,898 So I left the party, drove out to Brandywine Park, 135 00:10:08,982 --> 00:10:15,649 and, um, she was there. She was angry. 136 00:10:15,733 --> 00:10:18,232 She wanted me to pay for DJ's ear surgery. 137 00:10:18,316 --> 00:10:21,566 I tried... I tried to reason with her. 138 00:10:21,650 --> 00:10:23,649 Told her I'd get the money as soon as I could, 139 00:10:23,733 --> 00:10:26,943 but she... Uh, she was... 140 00:10:27,858 --> 00:10:32,568 Just over it. I think she was just done. 141 00:10:33,733 --> 00:10:36,443 Done with all my lies and... 142 00:10:41,608 --> 00:10:44,315 She had a gun, and she's waving it around, 143 00:10:44,399 --> 00:10:47,232 and screaming about how I ruined her life. 144 00:10:47,316 --> 00:10:50,776 And that she was... She was gonna shoot herself 145 00:10:50,900 --> 00:10:51,940 right there. 146 00:10:52,024 --> 00:10:54,482 I'd never seen her like that before. 147 00:10:54,566 --> 00:10:55,898 I got nervous she was gonna do it. 148 00:10:55,982 --> 00:10:59,776 So I... I tried to wrestle the gun away from her, and... 149 00:11:01,066 --> 00:11:05,032 it went off and hit her in the hand. 150 00:11:05,117 --> 00:11:06,595 And there's just blood everywhere, 151 00:11:06,680 --> 00:11:08,058 and she's screaming. 152 00:11:11,900 --> 00:11:13,276 I panicked. 153 00:11:14,274 --> 00:11:16,193 I panicked, and I shot her. 154 00:11:17,900 --> 00:11:19,318 Where did you shoot her? 155 00:11:26,399 --> 00:11:27,776 In the face. 156 00:11:32,733 --> 00:11:36,315 Dragged her body into the woods there. 157 00:11:36,399 --> 00:11:40,152 Cleaned up, and then, uh, drove back to Forest Lodge. 158 00:11:42,524 --> 00:11:43,818 Why do that? 159 00:11:45,232 --> 00:11:47,152 I had to take Frank and Faye home... 160 00:11:47,898 --> 00:11:49,692 so that I had an alibi. 161 00:11:50,316 --> 00:11:52,732 And, uh, called Billy. 162 00:11:52,816 --> 00:11:53,982 He met me out at the park 163 00:11:54,066 --> 00:11:57,484 and, um, put her body in the back of the truck. 164 00:11:59,024 --> 00:12:01,651 Why take her all the way out to Sharp's Woods? 165 00:12:02,941 --> 00:12:04,910 Erin said she'd been out there earlier that night 166 00:12:04,995 --> 00:12:06,417 with some other kids. 167 00:12:07,620 --> 00:12:09,347 - I figured maybe you'd think... - Wanted us to think one of them 168 00:12:09,431 --> 00:12:10,816 had did it. 169 00:12:15,483 --> 00:12:16,985 And did Lori know? 170 00:12:20,566 --> 00:12:23,399 I convinced her to lie to you for me. 171 00:12:23,483 --> 00:12:26,152 To tell you that it was Billy that killed Erin. 172 00:12:49,483 --> 00:12:54,860 John Ross confessed to murdering Erin McMenamin last night. 173 00:12:56,232 --> 00:12:58,440 I called over to the DA's office this morning 174 00:12:58,524 --> 00:13:00,526 and asked them to withdraw your charges. 175 00:13:01,733 --> 00:13:03,065 The only crime you ever committed 176 00:13:03,149 --> 00:13:05,027 was lying about Erin's bike. 177 00:13:08,816 --> 00:13:10,776 I wish I would have stopped her. 178 00:13:12,483 --> 00:13:14,776 Erin, when she got out of my car, I... 179 00:13:16,358 --> 00:13:18,274 I should... I should have just pulled her back in 180 00:13:18,358 --> 00:13:22,443 and told her no... Not to go to that park. 181 00:13:25,650 --> 00:13:28,985 So wherever you go after this... 182 00:13:33,441 --> 00:13:35,651 I hope they treat you better than we did. 183 00:13:38,024 --> 00:13:40,443 I don't have anywhere to go, Detective. 184 00:13:41,775 --> 00:13:43,568 Easttown is my home. 185 00:13:48,483 --> 00:13:49,776 Yeah. 186 00:14:08,733 --> 00:14:12,190 One count of section 2501, 187 00:14:12,274 --> 00:14:16,148 which states a person is guilty of criminal homicide 188 00:14:16,232 --> 00:14:21,440 if he intentionally, knowingly, recklessly, or negligently 189 00:14:21,524 --> 00:14:24,649 causes the death of another human being. 190 00:14:24,733 --> 00:14:27,152 Will the defendant please rise. 191 00:14:37,816 --> 00:14:39,651 You have two minutes. 192 00:14:45,608 --> 00:14:47,399 Thanks for agreeing to see me. 193 00:14:47,483 --> 00:14:50,484 I know I got no right to do this, but... 194 00:14:50,816 --> 00:14:52,526 I'm asking you, um... 195 00:14:54,816 --> 00:14:57,818 you take... you take DJ in... 196 00:14:59,024 --> 00:15:03,607 raise him, give him a good life. 197 00:15:03,691 --> 00:15:06,107 I don't... I don't have any other choice. 198 00:15:06,191 --> 00:15:09,860 I don't have any other choice. He's my son. 199 00:15:13,441 --> 00:15:17,148 He's mine. Can you do that? 200 00:15:17,232 --> 00:15:18,324 It's time to go. 201 00:15:18,409 --> 00:15:20,141 - Please? - Let's go. 202 00:15:30,566 --> 00:15:31,860 Mare? 203 00:15:43,650 --> 00:15:45,107 Ross was arraigned today 204 00:15:45,191 --> 00:15:48,065 in connection with the death of Erin McMenamin. 205 00:15:48,149 --> 00:15:50,110 We were with him that night. 206 00:15:50,775 --> 00:15:52,401 Frank's engagement night. 207 00:15:52,816 --> 00:15:54,193 It's John. 208 00:15:57,483 --> 00:15:59,399 Oh, shit. That's Mare. I don't want her to hear that. 209 00:15:59,483 --> 00:16:01,902 Gotta turn that off... Oh, jeez! 210 00:16:02,691 --> 00:16:04,940 Jesus Christ. 211 00:16:05,024 --> 00:16:06,774 What the hell is the matter with you now? 212 00:16:06,858 --> 00:16:10,065 Nothin'. 213 00:16:10,149 --> 00:16:12,566 How many Manhattans in are you, anyway? 214 00:16:12,650 --> 00:16:17,152 Oh, cut it out for christ sake. 215 00:16:19,691 --> 00:16:21,107 How you holdin' up, Mare? 216 00:16:21,191 --> 00:16:22,440 I've had better days. 217 00:16:22,524 --> 00:16:25,651 Oh, did you see Lor at the courthouse? How was she? 218 00:16:25,941 --> 00:16:27,107 We didn't talk. 219 00:16:27,191 --> 00:16:29,691 I haven't been able to stop thinking about her. 220 00:16:29,775 --> 00:16:31,774 I can't even imagine what she's going through. 221 00:16:31,858 --> 00:16:34,440 - She lied to me, Mom. - Well, can you blame her? 222 00:16:34,524 --> 00:16:36,857 Yeah. I can fucking blame her, all right? 223 00:16:36,941 --> 00:16:39,190 She obstructed a murder investigation. 224 00:16:39,274 --> 00:16:43,691 Mom, she looked me in the eye and told me Billy murdered Erin 225 00:16:43,775 --> 00:16:45,274 when she knew it was John. 226 00:16:45,358 --> 00:16:47,940 - Mare, come on. - You know what? I'm fucking... 227 00:16:48,024 --> 00:16:49,482 I'm not gonna have this conversation 228 00:16:49,566 --> 00:16:50,732 if you're gonna take her side. 229 00:16:50,816 --> 00:16:52,649 Okay, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 230 00:16:52,733 --> 00:16:57,651 I... I... I'm always on your side. Even when I act like I'm not. 231 00:17:00,191 --> 00:17:01,774 Thank you. 232 00:17:01,858 --> 00:17:05,577 Uh, Dan, Deacon Mark was released this afternoon. 233 00:17:05,746 --> 00:17:07,373 I thought you'd wanna know. 234 00:17:07,714 --> 00:17:09,008 I'm going to bed. 235 00:17:10,650 --> 00:17:11,985 Night. 236 00:17:43,399 --> 00:17:46,359 How you doing? 237 00:17:47,191 --> 00:17:48,484 Hey. 238 00:17:49,608 --> 00:17:51,232 Here. 239 00:17:51,316 --> 00:17:54,023 How'd it go today? I was thinking about you. 240 00:17:54,107 --> 00:17:57,027 Awesome. Yeah. 241 00:18:00,066 --> 00:18:02,526 When were you gonna let me know about Berkeley? 242 00:18:06,024 --> 00:18:07,902 Your dad told me. 243 00:18:08,816 --> 00:18:11,359 Don't be too mad at him. He was just excited. 244 00:18:12,775 --> 00:18:15,276 Well, I don't think I'm gonna go anyway, so... 245 00:18:18,483 --> 00:18:19,735 Okay. 246 00:18:21,816 --> 00:18:24,524 What does that mean? 247 00:18:24,608 --> 00:18:27,693 It means... 248 00:18:28,816 --> 00:18:30,568 It's your life, Siobhan. 249 00:18:32,149 --> 00:18:33,735 Yeah. But I... 250 00:18:34,857 --> 00:18:37,356 Maybe you could be my mom for a second 251 00:18:37,441 --> 00:18:39,568 and give me some advice. 252 00:18:45,608 --> 00:18:47,234 I think you should go. 253 00:18:52,982 --> 00:18:54,399 You sure you're all right? 254 00:18:54,483 --> 00:18:57,943 Was that, like, not advice-y enough or something? 255 00:18:58,608 --> 00:19:01,276 Uh, yeah, I just need a vacation. 256 00:19:03,149 --> 00:19:04,610 You're a bad liar, Mom. 257 00:19:05,232 --> 00:19:07,607 You love being in Easttown. 258 00:19:07,691 --> 00:19:10,943 It's a better place because you're here. Good night. 259 00:19:13,982 --> 00:19:15,276 Good night. 260 00:19:34,941 --> 00:19:37,357 So why is your husband dumping the cat litter 261 00:19:37,441 --> 00:19:39,649 in your clothes drawers? 262 00:19:39,733 --> 00:19:41,982 No, no, no. Just leave him alone for now. 263 00:19:42,066 --> 00:19:44,610 An officer will be out there momentarily. 264 00:19:45,608 --> 00:19:46,860 Hey. 265 00:19:47,816 --> 00:19:51,566 - Morning, Jan. - No, I don't hate cats. 266 00:19:51,650 --> 00:19:53,985 One second. 267 00:19:56,483 --> 00:19:57,857 All right, keep 'em closed. 268 00:19:59,232 --> 00:20:02,693 Keep 'em closed. Keep 'em closed. 269 00:20:05,982 --> 00:20:08,526 Okay. Now. 270 00:20:09,775 --> 00:20:11,651 Welcome to your new home. 271 00:20:13,149 --> 00:20:16,359 My home? But how? 272 00:20:17,107 --> 00:20:20,193 A lot of people love you. That's how. 273 00:20:43,524 --> 00:20:45,568 Nana, what's under there? 274 00:20:46,066 --> 00:20:47,691 Under where? 275 00:20:47,775 --> 00:20:50,607 - You said underwear! - Underwear! 276 00:20:50,691 --> 00:20:53,566 Oh, I did. I said underwear! 277 00:20:53,650 --> 00:20:56,399 She said it! 278 00:21:17,691 --> 00:21:20,065 Oh, you okay, little buddy? 279 00:21:20,149 --> 00:21:21,735 It's okay. 280 00:21:23,733 --> 00:21:25,110 Is this your son? 281 00:21:26,524 --> 00:21:27,776 Yes. 282 00:21:29,691 --> 00:21:30,982 Would you mind just checking to make sure 283 00:21:31,066 --> 00:21:33,440 all this information is correct? 284 00:21:38,066 --> 00:21:39,524 Yeah. That's correct. 285 00:21:39,608 --> 00:21:41,315 So I'll be back in a few minutes, 286 00:21:41,399 --> 00:21:43,065 and then we'll take him in for surgery. 287 00:21:43,149 --> 00:21:44,107 Don't worry, buddy. 288 00:21:44,191 --> 00:21:46,276 We're gonna get your ears all fixed up. 289 00:21:52,733 --> 00:21:54,440 Shh. 290 00:21:54,524 --> 00:21:56,440 Mr. Reid, have you spoken to your client 291 00:21:56,524 --> 00:21:59,649 about when she plans on showing up this morning? 292 00:21:59,733 --> 00:22:02,982 This mediation was scheduled to begin 20 minutes ago. 293 00:22:03,066 --> 00:22:04,254 I apologize. 294 00:22:04,339 --> 00:22:05,930 We haven't been able to get a hold of her. 295 00:22:06,014 --> 00:22:07,932 We're trying again now, sir. 296 00:22:15,982 --> 00:22:19,443 I'm just gonna use the bathroom. Excuse me. 297 00:22:28,274 --> 00:22:29,776 What's going on? 298 00:22:30,900 --> 00:22:33,359 Mediator's pretty pissed off in there. 299 00:22:37,524 --> 00:22:38,985 I can't take him. 300 00:22:42,274 --> 00:22:46,318 It's not because I don't want to. I just... 301 00:22:51,900 --> 00:22:53,651 How long have you been using? 302 00:22:56,316 --> 00:22:57,735 A few months. 303 00:23:00,024 --> 00:23:02,526 It started 'cause I needed to stay awake. 304 00:23:04,858 --> 00:23:07,818 But, lately, it's gotten worse, so... 305 00:23:11,816 --> 00:23:14,484 I bet you're pretty happy to hear all this. 306 00:23:16,608 --> 00:23:18,860 I'm happy if Drew is taken care of. 307 00:23:19,816 --> 00:23:22,027 And if that means staying with us, 308 00:23:22,358 --> 00:23:24,359 then, uh, yeah. 309 00:23:25,691 --> 00:23:27,152 Yeah, I'm happy. 310 00:23:31,399 --> 00:23:34,524 - I can't do anything right. - Come on. That's not true. 311 00:23:34,608 --> 00:23:36,732 Yeah, it is. 312 00:23:36,816 --> 00:23:40,234 I mean, I tried this time. You know, I really tried. 313 00:23:40,982 --> 00:23:42,276 Yeah, I know. 314 00:23:43,816 --> 00:23:45,193 I know you did. 315 00:23:49,524 --> 00:23:51,068 Tell him I'm sick. 316 00:23:52,316 --> 00:23:53,816 That it isn't 'cause I didn't want him 317 00:23:53,900 --> 00:23:55,902 or anything like that. 318 00:23:58,566 --> 00:24:00,234 Yeah. Of course. 319 00:24:03,941 --> 00:24:05,774 I, uh, I already set everything up, 320 00:24:05,858 --> 00:24:09,193 so I'm gonna drive right to the facility from here. 321 00:24:12,816 --> 00:24:14,359 I know you love him. 322 00:24:21,191 --> 00:24:26,610 Uh, he told me his other one broke, so... 323 00:24:31,941 --> 00:24:33,234 Thanks. 324 00:24:35,024 --> 00:24:36,276 Yes. 325 00:24:37,358 --> 00:24:38,651 All right. 326 00:24:47,691 --> 00:24:50,232 Go! 327 00:24:52,316 --> 00:24:54,274 You know, I'm thinking like this one here. 328 00:24:54,358 --> 00:24:55,940 - What do you think? - That one? 329 00:24:56,024 --> 00:24:57,065 Yeah. Why? 330 00:24:57,149 --> 00:24:59,357 - Are you serious? - What's wrong with that? 331 00:24:59,441 --> 00:25:00,732 I don't think it's ugly. 332 00:25:00,816 --> 00:25:03,550 I mean, it's not exactly ugly. 333 00:25:03,747 --> 00:25:04,867 Oh, come on. 334 00:25:04,952 --> 00:25:06,993 Out of all the tuxedos in this entire thing, 335 00:25:07,232 --> 00:25:09,691 that is the last one I would have thought you'd pick. 336 00:25:09,775 --> 00:25:12,107 No, I want something, you know, different this time around. 337 00:25:12,191 --> 00:25:13,816 Don't listen to her. It's your wedding. 338 00:25:13,900 --> 00:25:15,596 You can wear your underwear if you want. 339 00:25:15,681 --> 00:25:18,943 Thank you. I just... I don't want something that's, you know... 340 00:25:19,399 --> 00:25:20,649 - Attractive? - Okay. 341 00:25:23,566 --> 00:25:25,691 Do you remember what I wore at our wedding? 342 00:25:25,775 --> 00:25:26,857 - No. - Exactly. 343 00:25:26,941 --> 00:25:28,524 I want Faye to remember me. 344 00:25:28,608 --> 00:25:31,940 And she should. Just not as a blackjack dealer. 345 00:25:32,024 --> 00:25:33,482 Okay. 346 00:25:33,566 --> 00:25:36,023 You know, screw you all. 347 00:25:36,107 --> 00:25:38,152 It is a very nice tuxedo. 348 00:25:40,608 --> 00:25:43,023 - Shit. - What? What's the matter? 349 00:25:43,107 --> 00:25:45,315 It's, um, Sandra Elliot. 350 00:25:45,399 --> 00:25:48,568 The woman who, uh, John was having the affair with. 351 00:25:50,775 --> 00:25:52,234 Mom. Mom. 352 00:25:56,733 --> 00:25:59,816 Frank, have you been to see John? 353 00:25:59,907 --> 00:26:02,220 No. Uh... 354 00:26:04,107 --> 00:26:06,068 You know, the thing about... 355 00:26:07,441 --> 00:26:09,357 What bothers me so much is that, you know, 356 00:26:09,441 --> 00:26:13,399 he drove Faye and I home that night after he killed Erin. 357 00:26:13,483 --> 00:26:15,649 And he was telling stories and singing and laughing. 358 00:26:15,733 --> 00:26:18,857 And, like, I was drunk, but I remember this. 359 00:26:18,941 --> 00:26:22,693 To do what he did and then to act like that... 360 00:26:24,149 --> 00:26:27,735 like nothing ever happened, it doesn't make any sense to me. 361 00:26:28,691 --> 00:26:31,649 Nana, fix my Band-Aid. 362 00:26:31,733 --> 00:26:35,234 Oh, gosh. I sure can. What happened? 363 00:26:35,608 --> 00:26:37,027 Came undone? 364 00:26:37,650 --> 00:26:39,232 - Pop Pop? - Mm-hmm? 365 00:26:39,316 --> 00:26:40,982 Can you please play with me? 366 00:26:41,066 --> 00:26:43,566 Oh, I'd love to play with you. 367 00:26:43,650 --> 00:26:47,110 - All right, game on. - You go kick their butts. 368 00:26:47,816 --> 00:26:49,359 Let's do it. 369 00:26:50,982 --> 00:26:52,401 Unbelievable. 370 00:26:52,982 --> 00:26:54,315 What? 371 00:26:54,399 --> 00:26:56,009 If that had been my Band-Aid as a kid, 372 00:26:56,094 --> 00:26:58,860 you would have told me to shut up and fix it myself. 373 00:27:01,358 --> 00:27:04,898 Oh, yeah. Is that something you talk about in therapy? 374 00:27:04,982 --> 00:27:07,943 - Is it all right if I do? - Of course. 375 00:27:10,191 --> 00:27:12,566 Mm-hmm. Truth is, I was angry a lot. 376 00:27:12,650 --> 00:27:16,857 I was angry... ...that your father 377 00:27:16,941 --> 00:27:18,816 wasn't the person I thought I'd married, 378 00:27:18,900 --> 00:27:21,940 and, uh, I was angry that I couldn't fix him, 379 00:27:22,024 --> 00:27:26,735 and, uh, took a lot of that out on you. 380 00:27:28,441 --> 00:27:29,776 I'm sorry, Mare. 381 00:27:31,107 --> 00:27:32,440 Well... 382 00:27:32,524 --> 00:27:33,985 I forgive you, Mom. 383 00:27:35,191 --> 00:27:40,152 Good. Because I forgave myself a long time ago. 384 00:27:41,358 --> 00:27:43,274 - Mom. - Gran. 385 00:27:43,358 --> 00:27:45,232 Gran, don't get upset. 386 00:27:45,316 --> 00:27:47,857 - Gran, please. - No. Come on. Let's... 387 00:27:47,941 --> 00:27:51,318 - Let's not do that right now. - Okay. Okay, I'm sorry. 388 00:27:51,733 --> 00:27:52,985 I'm sorry. 389 00:27:57,775 --> 00:28:02,110 Just that's... that's what I wish for you, Marianne. 390 00:28:02,900 --> 00:28:05,276 Just that you can forgive yourself. 391 00:28:06,191 --> 00:28:07,982 For Kevin. 392 00:28:08,066 --> 00:28:11,276 It wasn't your fault. It wasn't your fault. 393 00:28:16,982 --> 00:28:21,526 Yeah. I'm gonna... use the bathroom. 394 00:28:26,066 --> 00:28:27,943 It's okay. 395 00:28:42,941 --> 00:28:44,860 - Hey, Mare. - Fuck off. 396 00:28:45,441 --> 00:28:46,691 What? 397 00:28:46,775 --> 00:28:49,274 Does your husband know you were screwing John Ross again? 398 00:28:49,358 --> 00:28:52,315 - I'm sorry? - Don't play that shit. 399 00:28:52,399 --> 00:28:54,732 I don't know what you're talking about. 400 00:28:54,816 --> 00:28:56,857 I made a mistake with John Ross 401 00:28:56,941 --> 00:28:57,982 five years ago. 402 00:28:58,066 --> 00:28:59,629 - Yeah. - I went back to my husband, 403 00:28:59,714 --> 00:29:02,735 and I've been with him every day since. Every day. 404 00:29:03,232 --> 00:29:05,940 - Understand? - Okay. 405 00:29:06,024 --> 00:29:09,651 No, not okay. That's the truth. 406 00:29:11,066 --> 00:29:12,735 That's the truth. 407 00:29:22,650 --> 00:29:24,902 Do you remember anything about the gun? 408 00:29:27,149 --> 00:29:31,148 Uh, I don't... it was... seemed like a regular handgun. 409 00:29:31,232 --> 00:29:32,607 Well, you took the gun and dumped it, 410 00:29:32,691 --> 00:29:35,610 so you should at least be able to remember what it looks like. 411 00:29:36,441 --> 00:29:37,898 I honestly don't remember, Mare. 412 00:29:37,982 --> 00:29:40,065 Like I said, it all happened so fast. 413 00:29:40,149 --> 00:29:41,568 Hey, Mare. 414 00:29:42,798 --> 00:29:43,893 Hey. 415 00:29:43,978 --> 00:29:45,902 I just got off the phone with the DA. 416 00:29:46,483 --> 00:29:47,898 Given that he cooperated fully, 417 00:29:47,982 --> 00:29:50,232 Billy Ross is gonna be paroled next June. 418 00:29:50,316 --> 00:29:52,902 - Huh. - Thought you'd wanna know. 419 00:29:53,483 --> 00:29:55,023 Yeah, thanks. 420 00:29:55,107 --> 00:29:58,357 - Hey, uh, quick question. - Yeah. One moment. 421 00:29:58,441 --> 00:30:01,107 This ballistics guy, the one that told us 422 00:30:01,191 --> 00:30:03,524 the weapon that killed Erin was a Colt Special? 423 00:30:03,608 --> 00:30:05,327 - Mm-hmm. - What do you think about him? 424 00:30:05,412 --> 00:30:08,943 He's the best. I'd use him every time if we could. 425 00:30:10,024 --> 00:30:12,484 Why? You got something else? 426 00:30:13,441 --> 00:30:14,774 No. Just, uh, 427 00:30:14,858 --> 00:30:16,898 someone from Marple called for a recommendation. 428 00:30:16,982 --> 00:30:19,443 All right. Let's catch up later. 429 00:30:37,775 --> 00:30:40,651 - Can I help you? - Yeah, I gotta talk to your mom. 430 00:30:42,483 --> 00:30:43,776 Mom. 431 00:30:49,191 --> 00:30:51,110 Could you go upstairs, please? 432 00:30:52,900 --> 00:30:54,193 Go. Go. 433 00:30:57,066 --> 00:30:59,315 - What are you doing here? - Did you know? 434 00:30:59,399 --> 00:31:01,484 Did you know he wasn't my son? 435 00:31:03,483 --> 00:31:04,776 No. 436 00:31:07,399 --> 00:31:09,359 I heard he had his ear surgery. 437 00:31:12,399 --> 00:31:14,940 Well, um... 438 00:31:15,024 --> 00:31:18,693 I've been meaning to drive this over to your house, but... 439 00:31:19,483 --> 00:31:21,065 now I don't know what to do with it. 440 00:31:21,149 --> 00:31:24,027 Maybe you can buy him something... 441 00:31:24,900 --> 00:31:26,732 or put it in a bank account for later. 442 00:31:26,816 --> 00:31:29,568 - You didn't have to do that. - Yeah, I know. 443 00:31:31,274 --> 00:31:33,735 I know I didn't have to do that, so... 444 00:31:34,650 --> 00:31:37,068 And, uh, this is from his real mom. 445 00:31:48,441 --> 00:31:52,732 ♪ "WE BELONG" BY PAT BENATAR PLAYING ♪... 446 00:31:52,816 --> 00:31:56,524 ♪ Many times I've tried to tell you ♪ 447 00:31:56,608 --> 00:31:59,735 ♪ Many times I've cried alone ♪ 448 00:32:00,358 --> 00:32:01,898 ♪ Always I'm surprised ♪ 449 00:32:01,982 --> 00:32:06,776 ♪ How well you cut My feelings to the bone ♪ 450 00:32:07,566 --> 00:32:10,399 ♪ Don't wanna Leave you really... ♪ 451 00:32:10,483 --> 00:32:12,274 Come on, you. Up you get. 452 00:32:12,358 --> 00:32:14,774 No, come on. My feet are killing me. 453 00:32:14,858 --> 00:32:16,399 Everybody has to dance to the last song. 454 00:32:16,483 --> 00:32:18,524 - ♪ To give you up that easy ♪ - It's compulsory. 455 00:32:18,608 --> 00:32:22,357 ♪ To the doubts That complicate your mind ♪ 456 00:32:22,441 --> 00:32:24,315 ♪ We belong to the light ♪ 457 00:32:24,399 --> 00:32:28,399 ♪ We belong to the thunder ♪ 458 00:32:28,483 --> 00:32:30,898 ♪ We belong to the sound Of the words... ♪ 459 00:32:30,982 --> 00:32:32,568 Did you have fun? 460 00:32:33,316 --> 00:32:34,898 Yeah. Sure. 461 00:32:34,982 --> 00:32:36,774 As much fun as anyone can have 462 00:32:36,858 --> 00:32:39,568 at their ex-husband's wedding. 463 00:32:40,483 --> 00:32:42,440 Well, you handled it very well. 464 00:32:42,524 --> 00:32:44,607 Yeah. The three Bloody Marys I crushed before noon 465 00:32:44,691 --> 00:32:46,566 - probably helped. - Oh, shit. 466 00:32:46,650 --> 00:32:48,318 Thought it was me that helped. 467 00:32:49,354 --> 00:32:52,086 Well, you helped too. 468 00:32:52,180 --> 00:32:55,399 - ♪ Maybe it's a sign Of weakness ♪ - A little. 469 00:32:55,483 --> 00:32:58,234 ♪ When I don't know What to say ♪ 470 00:33:19,691 --> 00:33:22,357 Never even heard of Bates College. 471 00:33:22,441 --> 00:33:24,359 Part of me thinks you're making it up. 472 00:33:24,608 --> 00:33:26,110 Yeah, I am. 473 00:33:26,900 --> 00:33:28,566 I'll call you once I've settled in, okay? 474 00:33:28,650 --> 00:33:30,399 Once I've found a good place to get a beer. 475 00:33:33,524 --> 00:33:35,315 Why do you have to go now 476 00:33:35,399 --> 00:33:39,318 just when things were... Were feeling good, huh? 477 00:33:39,982 --> 00:33:41,776 It's only a year's contract. 478 00:33:42,858 --> 00:33:44,484 What's gonna happen to us? 479 00:33:45,399 --> 00:33:46,857 Who knows? 480 00:33:46,941 --> 00:33:49,526 I stopped trying to predict life a long time ago. 481 00:33:51,024 --> 00:33:53,440 What I do know, though, 482 00:33:53,524 --> 00:33:55,484 all the best things in my life... 483 00:33:56,066 --> 00:33:57,776 came to me unexpectedly. 484 00:33:58,399 --> 00:34:00,985 The book, my son... 485 00:34:02,149 --> 00:34:03,443 you. 486 00:34:04,650 --> 00:34:06,152 I don't wanna lose that. 487 00:34:33,358 --> 00:34:34,693 Bye, Mare. 488 00:34:59,107 --> 00:35:02,107 Mr. Carroll? Is everything all right? 489 00:35:07,024 --> 00:35:09,234 All right, I'm coming. 490 00:35:12,982 --> 00:35:15,234 - Mr. Carroll? - Yes. 491 00:35:15,816 --> 00:35:18,232 You called me here, remember? 492 00:35:18,316 --> 00:35:21,610 Oh, yeah. Uh, right. I'm sorry. Come on in. 493 00:35:25,524 --> 00:35:27,484 You want a cup of coffee? 494 00:35:28,274 --> 00:35:29,568 Sure. 495 00:35:44,316 --> 00:35:46,152 Is everything all right, Mr. Carroll? 496 00:35:47,149 --> 00:35:48,735 No. 497 00:35:50,691 --> 00:35:53,732 You know, ever... ever since Betty passed away, 498 00:35:53,816 --> 00:35:57,401 I... I... I just can't seem to keep anything together. 499 00:36:02,650 --> 00:36:04,443 You lost your son recently. 500 00:36:06,816 --> 00:36:08,110 Yeah. 501 00:36:09,650 --> 00:36:10,943 Yeah. 502 00:36:11,775 --> 00:36:13,484 Does it get any easier? 503 00:36:18,816 --> 00:36:20,110 No. 504 00:36:22,900 --> 00:36:28,110 But after a while, you learn to live with the unacceptable. 505 00:36:29,566 --> 00:36:32,440 And you realize that you still need to put food in the pantry, 506 00:36:32,524 --> 00:36:37,110 pay the electric bill, and wash the bedsheets. So... 507 00:36:38,941 --> 00:36:42,818 you sort of just find a way to live with it. 508 00:36:53,524 --> 00:36:55,315 So, I guess you're still mad at me 509 00:36:55,399 --> 00:36:58,274 about the affair with your mother? 510 00:36:58,358 --> 00:37:01,651 Not really. No. 511 00:37:03,399 --> 00:37:05,566 Uh, what about Helen? 512 00:37:05,650 --> 00:37:08,023 I think she might have preferred if that conversation 513 00:37:08,107 --> 00:37:10,524 happened in private, but... 514 00:37:10,608 --> 00:37:13,482 she doesn't hold grudges too long these days. 515 00:37:13,566 --> 00:37:15,940 Well, like, if I saw her in the grocery store, 516 00:37:16,024 --> 00:37:18,693 - could I say hi? - Yeah. 517 00:37:19,650 --> 00:37:21,152 From a distance. 518 00:37:24,941 --> 00:37:27,526 So, why'd you call me here, Mr. Carroll? 519 00:37:28,274 --> 00:37:33,898 Oh. Um, well, ever since Betty passed, 520 00:37:33,982 --> 00:37:36,232 things have gone missing around the house. 521 00:37:36,316 --> 00:37:40,566 Like my Eagles cup from the championship game. Gone. 522 00:37:40,650 --> 00:37:44,776 I had a pizza slicer. It was a real good pizza slicer. Gone. 523 00:37:46,024 --> 00:37:49,482 - And my gun was missing too. - Okay. 524 00:37:49,566 --> 00:37:52,774 So you'd like to report a missing gun? 525 00:37:52,858 --> 00:37:55,274 No, no. It's not missing anymore. 526 00:37:55,358 --> 00:37:57,732 So it wasn't stolen? 527 00:37:57,816 --> 00:38:00,325 Do you remember the morning you came over 528 00:38:00,410 --> 00:38:01,755 for my granddaughter and the prowler? 529 00:38:01,839 --> 00:38:03,521 - Uh-huh. - Well, I'd gone out to the shed 530 00:38:03,605 --> 00:38:04,691 and got the gun, 531 00:38:04,775 --> 00:38:07,982 - so I know I had it then. - Okay. 532 00:38:08,066 --> 00:38:11,566 But that night I heard a noise out in the shed, 533 00:38:11,650 --> 00:38:16,107 and I went out to get it, and it was gone. 534 00:38:16,191 --> 00:38:18,190 - But now it's back? - Yes. 535 00:38:18,274 --> 00:38:20,902 I went out the other day to get some tools 536 00:38:21,483 --> 00:38:22,943 and there it was. 537 00:38:23,608 --> 00:38:24,940 You know... 538 00:38:25,024 --> 00:38:26,610 I don't know what I'm saying. 539 00:38:27,441 --> 00:38:30,274 Okay. Uh, what kind of gun is it? 540 00:38:30,358 --> 00:38:32,776 It's a Colt Detective Special. 541 00:38:36,232 --> 00:38:37,482 Colt Detective Special? 542 00:38:37,566 --> 00:38:40,065 Yeah. When I retired from the Ridley force, 543 00:38:40,149 --> 00:38:41,818 they... they let me keep it. 544 00:38:45,107 --> 00:38:47,651 Mind if I take a look at the gun, Mr. Carroll? 545 00:38:48,399 --> 00:38:50,152 No. Not at all. 546 00:39:01,900 --> 00:39:03,232 I used to keep it in the attic, 547 00:39:03,316 --> 00:39:06,484 but the grandkids got up there messing around, so... 548 00:39:08,066 --> 00:39:09,649 I locked it in here. 549 00:39:09,733 --> 00:39:11,860 In the workbench, in that drawer. 550 00:39:26,733 --> 00:39:29,651 The strange thing is there's two rounds missing. 551 00:39:32,608 --> 00:39:35,898 - Who has access to this shed? - No one. 552 00:39:35,982 --> 00:39:38,566 I mean, just me and the kid who cuts the lawn. 553 00:39:38,650 --> 00:39:39,774 Who cuts the lawn? 554 00:39:39,858 --> 00:39:41,357 Ryan Ross. 555 00:39:47,900 --> 00:39:49,193 Mare? 556 00:39:49,982 --> 00:39:51,318 Mare! 557 00:40:52,982 --> 00:40:54,693 All right, see ya. 558 00:41:08,274 --> 00:41:09,610 Hey! 559 00:41:11,358 --> 00:41:12,610 Ryan! 560 00:41:15,982 --> 00:41:18,107 Seventy-five fifty-one Delcom. 561 00:41:18,191 --> 00:41:19,440 Just had a subject flee from me 562 00:41:19,524 --> 00:41:21,651 over at Easttown Junior High School. 563 00:41:23,149 --> 00:41:27,274 Thirteen-year-old boy wearing gray sweatpants 564 00:41:27,358 --> 00:41:29,274 and a dark T-shirt. 565 00:41:29,358 --> 00:41:31,568 Send available cars to the area. 566 00:41:38,608 --> 00:41:41,651 Suspect is wanted in a murder investigation. 567 00:42:06,691 --> 00:42:08,943 Mom! Mom! 568 00:42:09,733 --> 00:42:11,566 - Ryan! - Mom! It's Mare. 569 00:42:11,650 --> 00:42:13,818 She knows. She's on her way here. 570 00:42:14,733 --> 00:42:16,943 She knows. She knows. 571 00:42:21,650 --> 00:42:22,985 She knows. 572 00:42:43,941 --> 00:42:47,526 Nobody gets in front of me. All right? 573 00:43:02,775 --> 00:43:05,484 Come here. 574 00:43:05,982 --> 00:43:07,401 I'm sorry. 575 00:43:08,982 --> 00:43:11,443 - I'm sorry. - It's okay. It's okay, Ryan. 576 00:43:43,941 --> 00:43:46,526 Shh. 577 00:43:47,733 --> 00:43:52,234 You understand you don't have to talk to us, Ryan, right? 578 00:43:54,399 --> 00:43:57,568 I just... I just wanna get it all over with. 579 00:44:01,566 --> 00:44:05,234 I knew about my dad's relationship with Erin. 580 00:44:06,900 --> 00:44:10,234 I found text messages on his phone one day. 581 00:44:12,024 --> 00:44:14,651 I confronted him about it. 582 00:44:16,191 --> 00:44:18,068 He told me it was a mistake. 583 00:44:19,441 --> 00:44:24,443 I promised him I'd hide the secrets if he ended it... 584 00:44:26,358 --> 00:44:28,610 'cause I wanted to keep my family together... 585 00:44:30,816 --> 00:44:34,610 especially after what happened the first time. 586 00:44:35,399 --> 00:44:36,943 The first time? 587 00:44:37,399 --> 00:44:38,857 John had had a previous affair 588 00:44:38,941 --> 00:44:41,193 with a woman named Sandra Elliott. 589 00:44:42,066 --> 00:44:43,148 And we split up for a while, 590 00:44:43,232 --> 00:44:45,110 and then agreed to get back together. 591 00:44:46,900 --> 00:44:49,860 I thought his relationship with Erin was over. 592 00:44:51,941 --> 00:44:55,318 Then that night... 593 00:44:56,358 --> 00:44:59,318 we were over at Frank's house. 594 00:45:12,107 --> 00:45:14,649 Are you fucking crazy? You're a fucking child. 595 00:45:14,733 --> 00:45:16,248 I saw my dad on the phone. 596 00:45:16,333 --> 00:45:17,857 Don't fucking call this number. 597 00:45:17,941 --> 00:45:20,193 Don't fucking call this number, all right? 598 00:45:24,941 --> 00:45:27,152 When I checked his phone later... 599 00:45:43,441 --> 00:45:45,152 When I got home... 600 00:45:46,608 --> 00:45:48,152 I took my bike and... 601 00:45:49,232 --> 00:45:51,152 rode to Mr. Carroll's house... 602 00:45:53,066 --> 00:45:54,649 to get his gun. 603 00:45:54,733 --> 00:45:59,234 Can you tell us how you knew he kept a gun in his shed? 604 00:46:01,483 --> 00:46:03,359 I mowed their lawn every summer... 605 00:46:04,775 --> 00:46:06,735 so I'd seen it in there before. 606 00:46:18,149 --> 00:46:22,691 Then I got back on my bike and rode to Brandywine Park 607 00:46:22,775 --> 00:46:24,359 and waited for her. 608 00:46:27,619 --> 00:46:29,245 Let me just... Let me just take you home. 609 00:46:29,329 --> 00:46:30,779 I'm fine. Seriously. 610 00:46:33,483 --> 00:46:36,610 Erin, just get back in the car. I'll take you home. 611 00:46:39,358 --> 00:46:41,816 Just get back in the car, Erin. I'll drive you home. Erin! 612 00:46:41,900 --> 00:46:44,318 Go! Go. 613 00:47:21,608 --> 00:47:23,818 I just wanted to scare her. 614 00:47:26,191 --> 00:47:28,818 To tell her to stay away from my family. 615 00:47:30,858 --> 00:47:33,027 I... I never meant to... 616 00:47:35,900 --> 00:47:37,943 Can you tell us what happened next? 617 00:47:46,858 --> 00:47:49,566 - Stay away from my family! - What? 618 00:47:49,650 --> 00:47:52,262 - Why would you do this? - What... what are... what are y... 619 00:47:56,941 --> 00:48:00,693 I swear, I was only trying to scare her. 620 00:48:05,775 --> 00:48:08,691 She tried to grab the gun away from me, 621 00:48:08,775 --> 00:48:10,651 and we fought over it. 622 00:48:16,483 --> 00:48:19,152 Then I... 623 00:48:26,816 --> 00:48:28,152 Ryan? 624 00:48:34,274 --> 00:48:35,651 I shot her. 625 00:48:53,232 --> 00:48:54,735 I took the gun... 626 00:48:55,816 --> 00:48:58,943 rode back to Mr. Carroll's house... 627 00:49:00,191 --> 00:49:01,735 and put it back. 628 00:49:02,483 --> 00:49:04,315 What made you think to do that? 629 00:49:04,399 --> 00:49:07,234 I don't know. I just... 630 00:49:08,650 --> 00:49:10,234 I got nervous. 631 00:49:11,316 --> 00:49:13,735 That I'd throw it somewhere... 632 00:49:14,524 --> 00:49:15,898 or try to hide it, 633 00:49:15,982 --> 00:49:18,732 and... and someone would find it. 634 00:49:18,816 --> 00:49:21,860 I thought that if I just put it back... 635 00:49:22,733 --> 00:49:24,776 no one would ever know it was gone. 636 00:49:28,566 --> 00:49:32,110 After that, I got scared. 637 00:49:32,816 --> 00:49:34,276 I called my dad. 638 00:49:40,816 --> 00:49:43,691 He came home later that night. 639 00:49:43,775 --> 00:49:47,818 Told me that he and Uncle Billy had sorted everything out. 640 00:49:50,441 --> 00:49:52,152 That it was a secret now. 641 00:49:54,816 --> 00:49:57,568 A secret we could never tell anyone. 642 00:49:59,816 --> 00:50:01,110 Ever. 643 00:50:03,232 --> 00:50:05,526 It had nothing to do with Sandra Elliot. 644 00:50:11,066 --> 00:50:12,776 I'd seen him struggling. 645 00:50:13,816 --> 00:50:16,943 Got into a fight at school. He was sobbing. 646 00:50:19,483 --> 00:50:20,982 The only other time I'd seen him that upset 647 00:50:21,066 --> 00:50:22,691 was when he found out his father was having 648 00:50:22,775 --> 00:50:24,443 an affair with Sandra. 649 00:50:27,483 --> 00:50:29,482 I just thought it must be happening again. 650 00:50:29,566 --> 00:50:32,110 Is it with the same woman as before? 651 00:50:42,733 --> 00:50:44,484 When did you know, Lor? 652 00:50:47,066 --> 00:50:50,651 When did you know it was Ryan who killed Erin? 653 00:50:51,941 --> 00:50:54,401 John told me the morning you came over. 654 00:50:56,858 --> 00:50:59,193 The morning they went up to Pat's fishing cabin. 655 00:51:03,232 --> 00:51:06,318 I agreed to lie to protect my son. 656 00:51:09,900 --> 00:51:12,649 And I would have taken that to my grave 657 00:51:12,733 --> 00:51:15,526 if you didn't show up at the house today. 658 00:51:24,316 --> 00:51:25,568 Um... 659 00:51:28,358 --> 00:51:29,943 Ryan, sweetie... 660 00:51:31,691 --> 00:51:33,902 is there anything else you want to tell us? 661 00:51:39,274 --> 00:51:41,027 Just that I'm sorry. 662 00:51:43,316 --> 00:51:45,526 I'm so sorry for everything I did. 663 00:52:13,232 --> 00:52:14,357 Okay, Ryan. 664 00:52:14,441 --> 00:52:17,440 Um, these officers are gonna take you over 665 00:52:17,524 --> 00:52:19,898 to the juvenile facility now. 666 00:52:19,982 --> 00:52:21,440 When you get there, they're gonna 667 00:52:21,524 --> 00:52:24,440 get your fingerprints, things like that. 668 00:52:24,524 --> 00:52:27,023 And, um, once you get settled, 669 00:52:27,107 --> 00:52:30,568 you'll have a chance to call your mom and your sister. 670 00:52:31,191 --> 00:52:32,776 - Okay. - Okay. 671 00:52:34,399 --> 00:52:35,943 You're gonna be okay. 672 00:53:29,982 --> 00:53:32,693 - Lor. Lor. - No. Don't. 673 00:53:36,483 --> 00:53:38,732 - Look at me, Lor. - Don't... don't fucking touch me. 674 00:53:38,816 --> 00:53:40,693 Don't you fucking touch me. 675 00:53:53,274 --> 00:53:54,898 Why didn't you come to me? 676 00:53:54,982 --> 00:53:56,190 - Lor... - No! 677 00:53:56,274 --> 00:53:57,693 This one thing. 678 00:53:58,608 --> 00:54:00,526 Why couldn't you just leave it alone? 679 00:54:03,358 --> 00:54:04,774 You have John. 680 00:54:04,858 --> 00:54:06,649 Why couldn't you just leave it alone? 681 00:54:06,733 --> 00:54:09,190 It's Ryan. It's Ryan! 682 00:54:09,274 --> 00:54:12,693 It's my Ryan! My Ryan! 683 00:54:16,107 --> 00:54:17,860 It was an accident. 684 00:54:19,149 --> 00:54:22,940 He doesn't even know how to hold a gun. 685 00:54:23,024 --> 00:54:24,732 - Lor... - Why couldn't you just 686 00:54:24,816 --> 00:54:26,860 leave him alone? 687 00:54:30,107 --> 00:54:32,443 My whole family is gone now because of you. 688 00:54:40,483 --> 00:54:43,193 Get away from me. I don't wanna see you again. 689 00:54:46,650 --> 00:54:48,065 Get away from... 690 00:54:48,149 --> 00:54:51,735 Get the fuck... Get the fuck out of my car! 691 00:55:28,316 --> 00:55:30,524 Have you reached out to Lori 692 00:55:30,608 --> 00:55:32,318 since Ryan's arrest? 693 00:55:34,691 --> 00:55:37,651 I've called, texted. 694 00:55:39,441 --> 00:55:41,776 No, she doesn't wanna speak to me. 695 00:55:42,775 --> 00:55:45,232 And you believe she's mad at you specifically 696 00:55:45,316 --> 00:55:48,443 because if you hadn't solved the case... 697 00:55:50,733 --> 00:55:52,651 she'd still have her family? 698 00:55:55,191 --> 00:55:58,148 We talked before about how you threw yourself 699 00:55:58,232 --> 00:56:00,190 into these cases as a way of delaying 700 00:56:00,274 --> 00:56:02,152 your own grief over Kevin. 701 00:56:02,982 --> 00:56:04,357 Do you think maybe you're ready now 702 00:56:04,441 --> 00:56:07,152 to finally face what you've been avoiding? 703 00:56:12,775 --> 00:56:14,484 How's your schoolwork going? 704 00:56:14,733 --> 00:56:15,898 Pretty good. 705 00:56:15,982 --> 00:56:18,857 I've got this writing class that I like a lot. 706 00:56:18,941 --> 00:56:20,318 Well, that's good. 707 00:56:21,691 --> 00:56:23,902 Moira has something for you. 708 00:56:24,608 --> 00:56:27,401 I made this card for you for your birthday. 709 00:56:33,358 --> 00:56:34,693 Thanks. 710 00:56:35,483 --> 00:56:37,940 Do you wanna say hi to your brother? 711 00:56:38,024 --> 00:56:41,693 - Sure. - Boop-boop-boop-boop. 712 00:56:42,941 --> 00:56:45,234 Hey, DJ. 713 00:56:46,941 --> 00:56:48,359 Hello. 714 00:56:51,524 --> 00:56:54,023 You study hard, okay? 715 00:56:54,107 --> 00:56:57,193 I love you so much, okay? Mwah. 716 00:57:00,608 --> 00:57:01,940 - You be safe, okay? - Mm-hmm. 717 00:57:02,024 --> 00:57:04,148 And you call me every night from the road, okay? 718 00:57:04,232 --> 00:57:06,068 Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. 719 00:57:15,149 --> 00:57:16,443 I love you. 720 00:57:20,816 --> 00:57:24,359 Oh, God. Go. 721 00:57:27,191 --> 00:57:28,232 Say bye. 722 00:57:28,316 --> 00:57:29,732 - Bye, Siobhan. - Bye, Siobhan. 723 00:57:29,816 --> 00:57:30,774 Bye. 724 00:57:30,858 --> 00:57:33,234 Bye. I love you, Siobhan. 725 00:57:46,232 --> 00:57:48,401 Oh, darn. 726 00:57:49,399 --> 00:57:51,107 Oh, my God. 727 00:57:51,191 --> 00:57:53,401 There she goes. 728 00:57:54,858 --> 00:57:56,234 Good evening. 729 00:57:57,316 --> 00:57:58,774 I understand that for some of you, 730 00:57:58,858 --> 00:58:01,735 seeing me at the lectern again is uncomfortable. 731 00:58:02,858 --> 00:58:05,065 Many of you have welcomed me back into the parish, 732 00:58:05,149 --> 00:58:07,649 while others have been apprehensive. 733 00:58:07,733 --> 00:58:12,607 It's taken me eight long months to gather up the courage 734 00:58:12,691 --> 00:58:15,068 to stand before all of you again. 735 00:58:15,941 --> 00:58:18,816 I've done a lot of observing during that time, 736 00:58:18,900 --> 00:58:23,440 and I feel as if we've finally come out of a tunnel, 737 00:58:23,524 --> 00:58:26,318 arrived at the next level of healing. 738 00:58:28,566 --> 00:58:31,816 And I can sense a great spirit rising once again 739 00:58:31,900 --> 00:58:34,651 within Easttown. It's a wondrous thing. 740 00:58:36,149 --> 00:58:38,148 But there are members of this community 741 00:58:38,232 --> 00:58:40,152 that haven't emerged with us. 742 00:58:41,858 --> 00:58:43,649 Members who have been ravaged 743 00:58:43,733 --> 00:58:46,651 by the terrible events of this past year. 744 00:58:48,316 --> 00:58:51,107 They now find themselves outside of a circle 745 00:58:51,191 --> 00:58:52,985 they were once a part of. 746 00:58:54,274 --> 00:58:57,607 The circle of this community was once their life. 747 00:58:57,691 --> 00:58:59,274 And it might occur to you they deserve 748 00:58:59,358 --> 00:59:00,524 to be outside this circle. 749 00:59:00,608 --> 00:59:02,107 That the transgressions they've committed, 750 00:59:02,191 --> 00:59:05,526 the lies they've told, have no place here. 751 00:59:07,358 --> 00:59:08,898 But it's not for us to decide 752 00:59:08,982 --> 00:59:11,027 whether or not they're deserving. 753 00:59:12,608 --> 00:59:16,735 Our job is only to love. 754 00:59:19,941 --> 00:59:21,774 So I urge you to go to them. 755 00:59:21,858 --> 00:59:23,732 They'll push you away. They'll lock you out. 756 00:59:23,816 --> 00:59:27,359 They'll tell you they're not deserving of your mercy. 757 00:59:29,941 --> 00:59:31,193 Don't let them. 758 00:59:34,982 --> 00:59:37,898 Uh, what are you doing scrambling around in that trash can? 759 00:59:37,982 --> 00:59:40,816 I was hoping to find me a pair of shoes. 760 00:59:40,900 --> 00:59:43,691 What do you need shoes for? You're an opossum. 761 00:59:43,775 --> 00:59:46,023 I thought a pair of loafers might turn me 762 00:59:46,107 --> 00:59:48,774 into a real gentleman. 763 00:59:48,858 --> 00:59:50,940 Oh, if you wanna be a gentleman, 764 00:59:51,024 --> 00:59:53,357 you gotta learn how to shimmy down. 765 00:59:53,441 --> 00:59:56,401 - Shimmy down? - Yeah, like this. 766 00:59:57,483 --> 00:59:59,735 - I'm going out. - Out where? 767 01:00:00,608 --> 01:00:03,401 Just, uh, get some air. 768 01:00:20,982 --> 01:00:22,940 - Hi, Mare. - Hi, Moira. 769 01:00:23,024 --> 01:00:26,023 - Hey. How are you? - I'm good. How are you? 770 01:00:26,107 --> 01:00:27,649 I'm good, sweetie. 771 01:00:27,733 --> 01:00:30,152 - Is your mom home? - Yes. 772 01:00:32,024 --> 01:00:33,401 Okay. 773 01:00:40,399 --> 01:00:41,651 Hey. 774 01:00:42,524 --> 01:00:43,776 Hey. 775 01:00:45,483 --> 01:00:47,482 Moira, honey, can you go upstairs, please? 776 01:00:47,566 --> 01:00:51,276 - Sure. Bye, Mare. - See you later, sweetie. 777 01:01:01,982 --> 01:01:04,818 - Do you want a tea? - Sure. 778 01:01:38,274 --> 01:01:39,526 Lor. 779 01:01:51,566 --> 01:01:53,027 Lor. 780 01:03:03,358 --> 01:03:05,068 I'm here. 781 01:07:35,900 --> 01:07:37,607 When I first read the script 782 01:07:37,691 --> 01:07:39,399 written by Brad Ingelsby, 783 01:07:39,483 --> 01:07:41,357 it completely took my breath away. 784 01:07:41,441 --> 01:07:44,023 Every episode ends on a real cliffhanger. 785 01:07:44,107 --> 01:07:46,148 I sat up till the early hours of the morning, 786 01:07:46,232 --> 01:07:47,524 reading every single episode. 787 01:07:47,608 --> 01:07:51,399 I had never read a character who was able to pull off so much 788 01:07:51,483 --> 01:07:55,023 in terms of how she copes, how she deals with people. 789 01:07:55,107 --> 01:07:57,524 And she's extraordinary at her job, 790 01:07:57,608 --> 01:08:01,732 so I felt enormous admiration for a person like that. 791 01:08:01,816 --> 01:08:03,774 Kate wanted to pursue the character 792 01:08:03,858 --> 01:08:07,190 in a way that was lovely as a writer to have someone 793 01:08:07,274 --> 01:08:10,148 who wants to put in the time like that and dig deep. 794 01:08:10,232 --> 01:08:12,399 Eventually, it became Kate's creation. 795 01:08:12,483 --> 01:08:14,357 I trusted her to make dialogue changes, 796 01:08:14,441 --> 01:08:17,898 because I felt convinced that she knew this character better than I did. 797 01:08:17,982 --> 01:08:20,276 Kate was constantly adding things, I mean, 798 01:08:20,441 --> 01:08:23,107 we would rehearse the scene, block the scene. 799 01:08:23,191 --> 01:08:24,566 And then... she would say, 800 01:08:24,650 --> 01:08:26,359 "Mare would probably just do this." 801 01:08:26,650 --> 01:08:30,068 Or like... "Should I be eating something? Like some junk food?" 802 01:08:30,524 --> 01:08:34,735 Like how do we make a new iteration of it that's even more Mare? 803 01:08:35,149 --> 01:08:37,566 It's definitely been, I'd say, one of, 804 01:08:37,650 --> 01:08:40,440 if not the most challenging role I've ever played. 805 01:08:40,524 --> 01:08:42,982 Just because of how enormous it was, 806 01:08:43,066 --> 01:08:46,440 the sheer volume of story, the number of characters. 807 01:08:46,524 --> 01:08:48,023 And then the dialect. 808 01:08:48,107 --> 01:08:50,898 All right. Everybody, put your gloves on. 809 01:08:50,982 --> 01:08:54,902 Do a grid search. Mark anything that seems out of place. 810 01:08:55,066 --> 01:08:56,610 So we can photograph it. 811 01:08:57,399 --> 01:09:00,190 Anyone from Delaware County will know 812 01:09:00,274 --> 01:09:03,649 that the dialect is very complicated. 813 01:09:03,733 --> 01:09:06,524 It's a very subtle one, which makes it harder to pick up. 814 01:09:06,608 --> 01:09:09,440 And it can also sound Southern if you don't do it right. 815 01:09:09,524 --> 01:09:12,691 There were certain check-in words that I would have, like "water." 816 01:09:12,775 --> 01:09:14,107 Get your water bottle ready. 817 01:09:14,191 --> 01:09:16,148 The trickiest part are the... are the O's. 818 01:09:16,232 --> 01:09:18,898 Going home alone, on my own. 819 01:09:18,982 --> 01:09:21,482 Which is very different to "going home alone on my own." 820 01:09:21,566 --> 01:09:23,399 I need to walk out of here and go home. 821 01:09:23,483 --> 01:09:24,691 And every once in a while, I'd say, 822 01:09:24,775 --> 01:09:27,816 "Brad, you've given me seven O's in this one line!" 823 01:09:27,900 --> 01:09:29,732 I don't know what the hell to say. 824 01:09:29,816 --> 01:09:32,860 Oh, wait. It just came to me. That was stupid! 825 01:09:33,941 --> 01:09:35,484 Goddamned idiotic! 826 01:09:36,191 --> 01:09:38,107 If you're working on a dialect, 827 01:09:38,191 --> 01:09:39,816 you can start with the sound changes. 828 01:09:39,900 --> 01:09:42,699 You can start with the rhythms, you can start with certain melodies. 829 01:09:42,783 --> 01:09:43,867 You can start anywhere. 830 01:09:43,951 --> 01:09:46,065 You just chip away at it, until you 831 01:09:46,149 --> 01:09:48,567 eventually can pull the whole thing together. 832 01:09:48,651 --> 01:09:51,190 Kate really does have this prodigious work ethic. 833 01:09:51,274 --> 01:09:54,818 We just drilled it and worked it, and it was constant. 834 01:09:54,982 --> 01:09:57,357 She was utterly committed to doing this well, 835 01:09:57,441 --> 01:10:00,649 to doing it properly, to honoring the local culture. 836 01:10:00,733 --> 01:10:03,107 And being able to shoot locally like that is very helpful. 837 01:10:03,191 --> 01:10:06,732 We were really trying to be as specific as we could to the area. 838 01:10:06,816 --> 01:10:09,440 In addition to that, we would like do it with costume. 839 01:10:09,524 --> 01:10:13,857 Our costume designer would be texting me pictures from the Wawa convenience store. 840 01:10:13,941 --> 01:10:15,732 Just of people in the line. 841 01:10:15,816 --> 01:10:19,566 We would spend so much time distressing every item of clothing 842 01:10:19,650 --> 01:10:22,524 with scrubbing brushes and putting holes in things 843 01:10:22,608 --> 01:10:24,607 and all her clothes feel like clothes. 844 01:10:24,691 --> 01:10:26,065 They don't feel like costumes. 845 01:10:26,149 --> 01:10:28,482 I told the costume designer that I wanted to wear 846 01:10:28,566 --> 01:10:30,399 hip pads and butt pads. 847 01:10:30,483 --> 01:10:32,357 And she practically cried she was so happy. 848 01:10:32,441 --> 01:10:35,568 She said, "Actresses never ask me for that!" 849 01:10:35,775 --> 01:10:37,774 Uh, we're just asking anyone who knows anything 850 01:10:37,858 --> 01:10:39,860 to please come forward. 851 01:10:40,775 --> 01:10:42,735 Maybe it's a serial killer. 852 01:10:42,900 --> 01:10:44,315 Christ, Mom. 853 01:10:44,399 --> 01:10:46,857 Well, I mean, it is the third girl, Mare. 854 01:10:48,399 --> 01:10:51,691 A thing that became clear to me while making the show 855 01:10:51,775 --> 01:10:55,399 was that we were really talking about people who'd been affected 856 01:10:55,483 --> 01:10:59,193 by trauma, trying to learn to move on from their trauma. 857 01:10:59,358 --> 01:11:01,940 There's a scene where Siobhan comes home. 858 01:11:02,024 --> 01:11:05,898 That's when all of the things that she hasn't been able to say 859 01:11:05,982 --> 01:11:08,190 or hasn't been allowed to say, come out. 860 01:11:08,274 --> 01:11:10,566 - You don't even talk about him. - What are you talking about, Siobhan? 861 01:11:10,650 --> 01:11:12,482 Come on. Hey, come on... -You don't even talk about him anymore. 862 01:11:12,566 --> 01:11:13,774 And I hate you for that, I hate you! 863 01:11:13,858 --> 01:11:15,399 You should have been the one to find him. 864 01:11:15,483 --> 01:11:17,693 - Stop! - Not me, not me! 865 01:11:17,941 --> 01:11:21,566 When I first read that scene in the script, I just cried. 866 01:11:21,650 --> 01:11:22,649 Sometimes as an actor, 867 01:11:22,733 --> 01:11:25,607 it's just horrible shooting certain scenes. 868 01:11:25,691 --> 01:11:27,440 And that scene was very upsetting 869 01:11:27,524 --> 01:11:29,649 and, uh, extremely painful. 870 01:11:29,733 --> 01:11:32,065 Kate and Angourie and I had a conversation 871 01:11:32,149 --> 01:11:34,524 about what is going to make us feel 872 01:11:34,608 --> 01:11:36,440 like we've achieved a real moment. 873 01:11:36,524 --> 01:11:39,774 Maybe have less people on set and not necessarily have 874 01:11:39,858 --> 01:11:41,440 the time pressure that we would have 875 01:11:41,524 --> 01:11:43,315 in a different scenario. 876 01:11:43,399 --> 01:11:46,190 It was very, kind of, intimate and personal. 877 01:11:46,274 --> 01:11:48,607 It was just heartbreaking to film. 878 01:11:48,691 --> 01:11:51,315 It was very hard to differentiate 879 01:11:51,399 --> 01:11:54,190 between wanting to support and help Angary 880 01:11:54,274 --> 01:11:56,860 in performing the scene, and having to also 881 01:11:56,982 --> 01:12:00,357 keep so much reserved because that's how Mare handles the scene. 882 01:12:00,441 --> 01:12:01,607 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 883 01:12:02,900 --> 01:12:06,023 Kate, as an actor, she's so able to just 884 01:12:06,107 --> 01:12:09,023 cover a gamut of emotions and qualities 885 01:12:09,107 --> 01:12:12,065 where you can see Mare being super focused 886 01:12:12,149 --> 01:12:13,357 on the work she's doing, 887 01:12:13,441 --> 01:12:16,357 but at the same time is able to, sort of, very closely 888 01:12:16,441 --> 01:12:18,607 under the surface is a very vulnerable woman 889 01:12:18,691 --> 01:12:21,318 who needs to be loved and wants to love, too. 890 01:12:21,441 --> 01:12:24,190 Yeah, I think this was kind of a one-time thing. 891 01:12:24,274 --> 01:12:25,776 Well, does it have to be? 892 01:12:25,900 --> 01:12:27,566 My life's complicated. 893 01:12:27,650 --> 01:12:31,190 It was really clear for me to see where Richard 894 01:12:31,274 --> 01:12:32,649 would fit into her life, 895 01:12:32,733 --> 01:12:37,234 and what was required to be some sort of relief for Mare. 896 01:12:37,608 --> 01:12:39,318 Do you ever give yourself a break? 897 01:12:39,650 --> 01:12:41,357 Are you about to tell me I look exhausted? 898 01:12:41,441 --> 01:12:42,566 No, but it seems like 899 01:12:42,650 --> 01:12:45,065 you're carrying a lot of heavy stuff, 900 01:12:45,149 --> 01:12:48,985 and I, you know, I wonder if anybody ever does anything for you. 901 01:12:49,483 --> 01:12:52,982 We are dealing with dark and tragic events in the show. 902 01:12:53,066 --> 01:12:55,649 But I think in order for an audience 903 01:12:55,733 --> 01:12:57,940 to wanna stick around each week, 904 01:12:58,024 --> 01:13:00,691 it can't be too heavy all the time. 905 01:13:00,775 --> 01:13:02,940 And so, the show has a lot of humor in it. 906 01:13:03,024 --> 01:13:06,065 There's a scene where Evan says, "Goodnight, Mare." 907 01:13:06,149 --> 01:13:09,065 And in one of the rehearsals, the way he delivered it, 908 01:13:09,149 --> 01:13:10,023 he was like... 909 01:13:10,107 --> 01:13:11,526 Have a good nightmare! 910 01:13:12,441 --> 01:13:14,234 Goodnight, Mare. 911 01:13:14,524 --> 01:13:15,732 Why don't you have a good night, Mare? 912 01:13:15,816 --> 01:13:17,816 Craig and I thought that was absolutely hilarious. 913 01:13:17,900 --> 01:13:19,566 And I was like, "Wait, just say that the next time." 914 01:13:19,650 --> 01:13:21,440 And so, we shot some of these things 915 01:13:21,524 --> 01:13:23,982 that ended up in the show, and messing around 916 01:13:24,066 --> 01:13:25,898 and kind of finding it on set. 917 01:13:25,982 --> 01:13:30,315 The first scene I shot was fun. It's where we're at the funeral. 918 01:13:30,399 --> 01:13:31,691 Listen up! 919 01:13:31,775 --> 01:13:33,524 And then he announces out of guilt 920 01:13:33,608 --> 01:13:36,107 in front of everyone at his wife's wake. 921 01:13:36,191 --> 01:13:37,566 I had an affair... 922 01:13:37,650 --> 01:13:39,399 with Helen Fahey. 923 01:13:40,441 --> 01:13:42,774 In spite of these tragic events, 924 01:13:42,858 --> 01:13:44,816 there's a lot of laughter in this community. 925 01:13:44,900 --> 01:13:46,524 Li... Li... Listen to me. 926 01:13:46,608 --> 01:13:48,607 "Affair" is a strong word. Very strong. 927 01:13:48,691 --> 01:13:52,566 It happened twice. 928 01:13:52,650 --> 01:13:54,401 Okay, three times, tops. 929 01:13:54,941 --> 01:13:56,399 The Wayne Potts sequence was 930 01:13:56,483 --> 01:13:59,190 a particularly fun sequence to design. 931 01:13:59,274 --> 01:14:01,691 The location that we found was a real location 932 01:14:01,775 --> 01:14:04,816 that was a bar in the front and a house in the back. 933 01:14:04,900 --> 01:14:06,524 The set decoration was incredible 934 01:14:06,608 --> 01:14:08,566 and just looked so real and scary. 935 01:14:08,650 --> 01:14:11,607 Logistically, we had to really understand the space. 936 01:14:11,691 --> 01:14:13,774 We had to understand exactly what would happen to Evan. 937 01:14:13,858 --> 01:14:17,440 I think they did a countdown like, "Three, two, one, bang!" 938 01:14:18,941 --> 01:14:20,190 They shot me doing that, 939 01:14:20,274 --> 01:14:23,274 and then set up a pyrotechnic that had blood in it, 940 01:14:23,358 --> 01:14:25,482 and then shot that... 941 01:14:25,566 --> 01:14:26,902 Going on the wall. 942 01:14:27,024 --> 01:14:29,274 And then the rest of the day, I had a bullet hole in my face, 943 01:14:29,358 --> 01:14:30,440 and I was laying on the ground. 944 01:14:30,524 --> 01:14:32,357 Kate was running all around my head, 945 01:14:32,441 --> 01:14:34,722 and I'm like, "Please don't step on me." 946 01:14:35,900 --> 01:14:38,774 I had never held a gun before playing this part. 947 01:14:40,733 --> 01:14:43,774 We didn't want her to come off as an action star. 948 01:14:43,858 --> 01:14:45,440 We wanted to make sure that it read 949 01:14:45,524 --> 01:14:49,318 as an unusual event in the life of Mare Sheehan. 950 01:14:49,858 --> 01:14:52,649 The hardest part of any mystery show really is 951 01:14:52,733 --> 01:14:53,940 sticking the landing. 952 01:14:54,024 --> 01:14:55,774 The ending has to be surprising, 953 01:14:55,858 --> 01:14:58,110 and yet it has to be rewarding as well. 954 01:14:58,232 --> 01:15:00,691 I was not able to predict what was coming, 955 01:15:00,775 --> 01:15:02,857 which is exciting. You wanna be a part of something 956 01:15:02,941 --> 01:15:04,857 where you don't know what's coming next. 957 01:15:04,941 --> 01:15:07,982 I always, like, theorize about who'd done it, 958 01:15:08,066 --> 01:15:09,107 and I never get it right. 959 01:15:09,191 --> 01:15:10,482 So I was very shocked. 960 01:15:10,566 --> 01:15:12,774 In a small town, you have the opportunity 961 01:15:12,858 --> 01:15:13,982 to sort of investigate all the families 962 01:15:14,066 --> 01:15:16,190 and to see the effects that the crime has had 963 01:15:16,274 --> 01:15:18,649 and get involved in everybody's personal stories. 964 01:15:18,733 --> 01:15:21,482 The suspect is wanted in a murder investigation. 965 01:15:21,566 --> 01:15:22,649 The truth comes out, 966 01:15:22,733 --> 01:15:24,232 and then the worst thing in the world 967 01:15:24,316 --> 01:15:27,315 that you can imagine, as a mother, happens. 968 01:15:27,399 --> 01:15:32,023 I think that moment in the car where Lori blows up at Mare, 969 01:15:32,107 --> 01:15:33,982 she's been holding on to so much, 970 01:15:34,066 --> 01:15:36,816 that it's just a moment where it all comes out. 971 01:15:36,900 --> 01:15:40,357 Why couldn't you just leave it alone? It's my Ryan! 972 01:15:40,441 --> 01:15:41,649 My Ryan! 973 01:15:41,733 --> 01:15:44,940 Lori's life is completely ruined because Mare figures it out. 974 01:15:45,024 --> 01:15:47,816 We wanted to make sure that landed 975 01:15:47,900 --> 01:15:49,524 as a surprise and a twist, 976 01:15:49,608 --> 01:15:51,300 but that you would have empathy 977 01:15:51,385 --> 01:15:53,218 for characters that you didn't before. 978 01:15:53,303 --> 01:15:55,649 We worked so hard to keep it a secret. 979 01:15:55,733 --> 01:15:59,537 I hope that the audience is as blown away as we all were 980 01:15:59,627 --> 01:16:01,837 by who the real killer is.